? cash im confident in my ability to do well in college.

? Okay boys and girls, I have been very busy but i'm back. This time i've got to say that im getting a student loan. But it's cool cuz i'll be rolling in m

? oney for a while. Soon ill have good clothes and tripp pants, maybe even a tattoo or piercing. But im open to ideas and with the thought of an influx of

Long Days?

Hmmm intresting day not only did I have classes, helped babysit, hung out at my dorm, went shopping, restarted barbara's car, played heroscdape with honors students, then drank awesome coffe while messing with audio surf, and found time to do my blog. But for some reason these activities were'nt the funnest thing I've ever done but I have'nt done this many things at this fun level before..... and the day seemed much longer than a normal day , almost twice as long. Now being a freshmen in college I didnt hangout much and actually do stuff allday. I always thought that it couldnt be that much more fun than just sitting with your friends doin the norm. Now I regret my decision to act like a total shut out and not being myself in highschool. Now I'm a louder more obnoxious and free person and I can say that I enjoy myself now just by being myself. I look back at some women in my life that I had'nt thought about in a long time and some friendships that never blossomed because of my shy and secluded delusion that being ultra polite and quiet will help me. But i digress that even though my new found self exploration sounds good , alot of people think im rude and weird. That and now that I'm me when i get depressed i dont have the excuse of that its because I'm not being myself. I know that it should'nt be that worried but some things are slipping as I pull at the strings and some things aren't there when i look for them. But this puppet master has more than lint and ace's under his sleeve. ;)

One Piece on my mind

Many may know I love manga but if you don't......... well you do now. And my favorite is One Piece, the crazy pirate filled adventure and gag riddled action series. And no, Luffy is not a dildo, Ussopp's nose isnt a penis, and the anime is terrible compared to the manga. Anywho people my point today is that One Piece has never taken a break for more than a week......... until now. I've been waiting for over four weeks for my One Piece fix but Echiro Oda (author and illustrator or more technical term is mangaka) has decided to torment me more and more. See like Naruto and alot of successful stories One Piece is going through a time skip where the series picks up two years later. So not only do I not get to read my favorite manga but, also this one will be the most epic and series changing of them all. So after alot of stress and waiting in two days I will be extremely happy and going nuts over the new manga. Basically a good time to get on my goodside. That aside Im getting tired of being single more and more everyday. I'm afraid I'll get very bold in a week or so in an attempt to change this. Maybe some screaming or presents.

Thoughts and Words

Blog number one...... Here we go..... Hmm. There are alot of ways i could start my journey into categorizing my daily rants ,but i'll take the coward's way out and start with an explanation. I want to start this blog so I can reflect on myself in later years (Thus why I regret not choosing to do so long before today). Though I've always been a very ranting person I never got the hint that I would need a blog to broadcast those rants to the world until I left the limited view filled house I used to inhabit. Most have already seen this influence by looking at my head; others by acknowledging my new pride in being an adult..........But mostly just the green hair.